I saw Law twice today but of course I did my best to act normal and not stare at him.
I went on Facebook and then they posted some pictures of the Orientation Games and then, of course, I looked through them and even when I saw him being a git and all, I felt kind of happy. It was a weird sensation. :)
I really don't know if I'll ever have a chance with him.
I mean, he looks kind of like an arrogant person (of which type of guy I seem to always have a thing for) which is usually bad(?) but I don't know.
When I look at him I feel like, "Yes. I must try harder to be prettier for him."
It's amazing what these kind of feelings can do to a girl.
Last year, I found it hard to eat a little but now I feel like I could live on bread and water alone. Okay, maybe not to that extent, but I'm giving more effort in how I look like.
I even shaved off my moustache (which does not look like a man's one, FYI. Just small bits of hair).
I'm now going to exercise. 70% for him.
Yes, I think I'm going crazy.
Cause I barely know him and he doesn't even recognize me and yet I'm doing a whole lot to get him to notice me.
Pretty sure he has a girlfriend so I've better stop liking him before I get all depressed and everything.
I wonder how I'll feel in a month's time.
I really hope I won't fall for him or anything cause I know there's no possible way that he'd ever be interested in me.
TT^TT
I screamed my lungs out in front of him during the orientation game so he probably thinks I'm some kind of unfeminine human.
I hope I don't end up stalking him.
Even when I look at his page I already feel so embarrassed like "What the heck do you think you're doing??????!!!!"
Hopefully I won't feel anymore of this for anyone within this place.
Although the plus side is that I feel the need to become more presentable and prettier and slimmer and all of those ridiculous but needed nonsense. :)
He shall be coined the name of Law after the TEKKEN character. :)
Yesterday, I kind of sat in his place and I spoke to him a bit today.
I hope this will go fast. Please. TT^TT
