Yes, I am still a bit in shock.
"Oh no, don't fret bout it. Thanks for asking."
I can analyse his words in many ways but the main point here is that he doesn't hate me.
Also, he cares enough to send me back a reply even though it was sent 40 minutes after I pressed the "sent" button.
"No problem. :) "
I took 10 minutes racking my brains, trying to find the perfect sentence to use to reply to his message and that was the safest bet even though I wanted to risk asking "What are you doing now?" but that might have been a bit too much.
Today, I saw him during both of the breaks even though I didn't really expect to see him.
That was cause during the first break, I had to go for a mini Public Speaking Club meeting about what we were going to do for the club meeting tomorrow.
We were about to finish when I happened to glance to my right and then I saw him.
Looking at me.
And then, I looked away immediately.
I noticed that whenever I catch a glimpse of him looking at me, it's always me who looks away.
I won't do that anymore.
I'll just look back and give him a smile.
Continuing on, I turned to look in front and was about to read Catching Fire when Jean just pulled the book away and began reading it.
She's a bit rude, I know but that's just her being a kid.
So I started to holler at her cause she was literally running away with the book and I really wanted to read it so I kept blackmailing her with her handphone but in the end, I had to chase after her, screaming like a cow.
And almost throughout that time, Law was within earshot of the whole commotion.
In the end, I said to Jean, "Thank you for ruining my reputation in front of the entire school."
I'm pretty sure Law heard me say that because he was right behind me.
So I turned towards the staircase and started to go up even though the bell hasn't rung yet.
When I looked behind, I saw that Law and his friends were also coming up and I wanted to hasten my steps but instead, I began reading Catching Fire to slow me down a bit and I slowed down so much that Law almost caught up to me.
Then, when I was about to reach the top of the stairs, Ray called out to me and we began talking about the Election Board party and Law walked right pass by so I got a bit sad cause I had to keep the conversation going so I couldn't say "Hi" to him.
During the second break, I sat at our table first since I got out of class earlier. Then, some friends came and sat with me before June came and sat with me.
When I looked up, I saw that Law was sitting in front of me, a table away.
My mind went "Hasn't this happened before?"
Even Sasha commented that I somehow always get "strategic places"
Okay, so maybe I know where he likes to sit most of the time but that doesn't mean he'll always sit somewhere near there.
My friends and I waited around a bit when the bell rang off and I noticed that his group did the same and they only left when we left.
Anyhow, I need to get going to sleep. :)
Night.
PS. Roy tried to sit near me today but I really showed him that I wasn't interested and I feel kind of mean for doing that but at least I'm not giving him hope or leading him on or anything like that.
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