XOXO for 张艺兴

How to tell whether or not I like someone?

I will definitely draw them. I will most certainly definitely draw them.

Whether it be in manga form or a sketch, I will draw them.

So what can I do when I really like someone who is far away from me?

Well if you haven't been paying attention, the answer is that I will draw them.

So before I post my drawing up, let me just say my birthday speech to him.

I know you have probably forgotten me although we made eye contact a couple of times during the concert especially since I was your only fan that was right in front of you at that time but I truly hope I somehow stayed somewhere in your thoughts.

Just by looking at the way you hold yourself, whether you're dancing or just even standing, I feel much better and calmer and more ready to tackle any challenge I have head on. You had it, maybe still have it, harder than me and that alone inspires me to work harder.

I hope that you have truly found what you really are looking for and that you are happy.

And I pray that you have enough of everything; tears, laughter, pain, rest etc. that you will continue to live a blessed life and that you will never change yourself because you are really one of a kind and I always wish that I could've been someone that was close to you before you were even a celebrity. I am most certainly not attracted to your celebrity fame.

I am attracted to you.

One day, I will meet you and I will then tell you how much you have changed me; for the better. Thank you for everything. 

Happy birthday 张艺兴. :) <3

With love, from the girl who fell for you at first sight.

Gets into slow motion

I've found another idol to start gawking over again. :D

Introducing Lay/Zhang Yixing of EXO-M! :D

He is like my dream guy. Well, that's only based on the things that I know about him so far haha. But he's really quiet and refreshing, passionate and hardworking, lovable and yet awkward. He does seem a bit like Prince, his personality I mean, but only a bit.

I don't think I like Prince but I sometimes feel a bit happy when I see him, not like I'll let that happiness bloom any further. I do feel like that we could be friends after some more time has passed.

At the end of the lecture today, I saw him talking with the Australian guy. They're probably close because they went to one of my classmate's birthday bash the other week and they met there.

As I was passing by both of them with a friend of mine, Prince kind of stopped talking with the guy and, I think, he turned to look in our direction. Maybe he was looking at my friend since she had a skirt on, I'm not that outstanding anyway but I felt myself hoping that he wanted to look at me and that he wanted me to say 'Bye'.

But I will definitely not let myself fall for him again, even though I think that we have the same brainwave.

I'll just let God and fate plan my life out.