I kind of pretty much gave up on seeing Prince in lectures again.
I hoped that I'd get to see him today.
In the afternoon, Yu texted me and said she wouldn't be able to come for the afternoon lecture since there was a strike going on by the metro train drivers. We talked a bit and I said I wished that Prince would come today but she mentioned the strike again so I knew very few people would come.
The outcome was quite decent though cause, I suppose, many people live near campus.
And then the lecture started and I started to get really scared for my exams from the way our professor was explaining it so I resolved to pay a lot of attention in class and I will also do a lot of revising and studying.
Thank goodness that's the only mid-term exam that we have. I must study hard all the same.
I really concentrated a lot in that class and even asked some questions even though some sounded pretty lame in my opinion and I realised how little I actually knew about Urban Planning.
Then a guy from Cuba started explaining land use rights and the property owners (or something like that) so I turned south east to look at him and that's when I noticed that someone was sitting behind me.
And right away, I knew it was Prince.
It was a really brief glance but from the colour of his sweater alone (black-blue), I just knew it was him.
That really shocked me and surprised me because I really didn't notice him entering the classroom and sitting behind me and moreover, he was surprisingly quiet that whole time.
And yeah, my heart started racing very wildly.
And I thought that I didn't have anymore feelings of interest for him...
I wanted to talk with him after the lesson or during the break and I even gathered the courage to do so (since the day before yesterday Yu was brave enough to talk with a Japanese girl who's not even in our class) but another guy friend of mine kind of whisked him away and I didn't know how to join the conversation when it was break.
So I just sat in my seat while he sat on the table/metal wall behind. He left early to complete his assignment and I do regret not talking with him but all in all, I just believe that there will come a time for everything. Maybe then I'll be less nervous.
Throughout the time that he was sitting behind me, I noticed some things.
Like, after I actually realised he was sitting behind me, he became a bit more noisier and started sighing a bit here and there.
And when I cracked my knuckles, he did the same.
And I don't know why, I just felt like he wanted to speak with me as well.
And I have to stop here since it's 2.16 am and I need to sleep.
Seeing him really recharged my spirit in all aspects. :)
A collection of words that were said, moments of the past, and thoughts running through my head about the boy, from time to time and in between; composing a melody he will never hear.
Showing posts with label good day. Show all posts
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Thursday, November 29, 2012
Wednesday, November 14, 2012
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I somehow expected that something good was going to happen today since Ana wished me "Buona giornata" today which means "Have a good day!".
Saying so, I finally saw Prince today after not seeing him for five days and you can bet that my mood just lifted instantly.
He came late for the afternoon classes as usual. XD
When he entered the class he sat in the front row and sadly, I was in the back row. I really didn't expect him to come cause I thought he was sick or something. His ears were bright pink and it's either because outside was freezing or because he was really embarrassed. Either way, it faded away in the end.
I think he looked behind once before he actually sat down and from time to time I just had the feeling that he purposely turned his head a bit in excess to the right whenever our lecturer walked to the right, as if he wanted to look behind him. It's just a feeling though.
The sad part about me not sitting in the front row is that we were grouped according to the rows we were seated in at the end of the lecture and was given a group task to do. I could've grouped up with him if only I sat in the front as usual... Haih...
The good thing about that is that he didn't group up with the group of girls he usually hangs out with. One of them who was sitting at the back row kept staring at him during the lecture.
We had to present our task at the end of class by selecting a spokesman/woman to represent the whole group and somehow I got nervous so I felt myself blushing and my palms turned cold because of the thought of talking in front of him kept looping through my mind. I didn't embarrass myself, thank goodness and I didn't even look at him during my presentation which is good as well.
When class ended, I was in really good spirits and I couldn't wait to get home to do my homework (which I will definitely do after this). He was also just getting out from his seat.
I wanted to look at him so I looked down from the top and I think I saw him look at me at the same time and again, with the same surprised face but I can't be too sure about that.
And just so that I could be near him, I approached the professor at the end of the lecture to ask a really meaningless question before I went out since Prince was also approaching the professor. He didn't really go out with the group of girls he usually hangs out with and talked with some guys (probably the only group of guys I actually talk with haha).
Overall, I am pleased with today.
Going to stay up late to do loads of homework!!! :D
Saying so, I finally saw Prince today after not seeing him for five days and you can bet that my mood just lifted instantly.
He came late for the afternoon classes as usual. XD
When he entered the class he sat in the front row and sadly, I was in the back row. I really didn't expect him to come cause I thought he was sick or something. His ears were bright pink and it's either because outside was freezing or because he was really embarrassed. Either way, it faded away in the end.
I think he looked behind once before he actually sat down and from time to time I just had the feeling that he purposely turned his head a bit in excess to the right whenever our lecturer walked to the right, as if he wanted to look behind him. It's just a feeling though.
The sad part about me not sitting in the front row is that we were grouped according to the rows we were seated in at the end of the lecture and was given a group task to do. I could've grouped up with him if only I sat in the front as usual... Haih...
The good thing about that is that he didn't group up with the group of girls he usually hangs out with. One of them who was sitting at the back row kept staring at him during the lecture.
We had to present our task at the end of class by selecting a spokesman/woman to represent the whole group and somehow I got nervous so I felt myself blushing and my palms turned cold because of the thought of talking in front of him kept looping through my mind. I didn't embarrass myself, thank goodness and I didn't even look at him during my presentation which is good as well.
When class ended, I was in really good spirits and I couldn't wait to get home to do my homework (which I will definitely do after this). He was also just getting out from his seat.
I wanted to look at him so I looked down from the top and I think I saw him look at me at the same time and again, with the same surprised face but I can't be too sure about that.
And just so that I could be near him, I approached the professor at the end of the lecture to ask a really meaningless question before I went out since Prince was also approaching the professor. He didn't really go out with the group of girls he usually hangs out with and talked with some guys (probably the only group of guys I actually talk with haha).
Overall, I am pleased with today.
Going to stay up late to do loads of homework!!! :D
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