Showing posts with label small steps. Show all posts
Showing posts with label small steps. Show all posts

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Smooth

He came much more earlier than myself to class for once which shocked me a bit. He and Carl were all set for the evaluation for our project and they got an A while Yu and I got an A-B.

One thing that struck me a lot was that I missed seeing him.

Today though, I didn't ogle at him as much as I used to and I also did my best to not follow him around. The times I did though were purely accidental since Yu was dragging me here and there to look at the other models.

I admit, I wanted to talk with him very badly and I just felt so impatient and nervy while I was with Yu, discussing our models and drawings. I finally got the chance though when the professors had finished evaluating their work and ours and were looking at other projects.

I kept going to their models and drawings and looking at them for a long time, especially the panels containing the sections and plans and Yu and I just looked at the model and she wondered whether or not we could take a look inside and since I was curious as well, I asked him whether or not the side could be opened and he and Carl readily came to show us their model.

Naturally Carl tried talking more with me and I did respond but I was asking Prince more questions than him but Carl answered them anyway. Carl also walked over behind me at one point but I smoothly walked to a different position. I really thought that he gave up on me since he didn't try to do anything yesterday but one can only hope hahaha.

I didn't make a lot of eye contact with Prince compared to last time. I figured that I should try take things slowly in rebuilding our friendship.

I still do think that we have the same wavelength because he and I were kind of in the same place at the same time when we went to look at other people's work.

Also, and even though this is highly coincidental, I took more to his drawings than Carl's.

And exactly how did I know that it was his?

On the section drawing, there was a missing line and I asked them if it was on purpose or not and Prince said "Oh, I forgot to draw in that line."

I was really staring at those two panels that he did the whole time and he probably saw me but it's not as though I knew previously that he drew them.

On the other hand, he was also quite fixated on my drawing. A couple of people were, really, but it was his attention to it that mattered the most for me. He even took a picture of it and really contemplated it for a long time and I longed to discuss it with him but I knew it wouldn't be good. I think he knew it was my work.

When we talked though, he wasn't really warm and he kind of chuckled at one point I think and compared to his relationship with Acia, mine is like a dark valley while her's is up in the sky since they were smiling and laughing together.

Heck yeah am I jealous, especially since her project got an A as well but I won't complain.

Again we exchanged glances every now and then but I didn't dare to look for long though and I also made sure to interact with other guys so that he won't feel too special and perhaps, maybe, I wish, he was jealous because of that.

I hope that when I see him on Thursday we will take another small step in becoming friends.