And the probability was really 0.01...

Today I was to become the secretary for the EB.  :)


I did my best to not expect to even meet Law today cause he hardly stayed-back yesterday so I just thought to myself, "What is the probability that he'd even stay-back for today and if he did, what would be the probability that I'd even get to see him since I'm working in a room and he'll probably be walking around, ushering people maybe?"


And so, as soon as I got excused from the laboratory, I rushed to my work place, eager to get started even if it meant I couldn't see Law.


When I reached the meeting place, they told me that my room got changed and so I went to my allocated room, ready for work.


And then just as I sat down in my place, he entered the room and walked around a bit before going out.


I thought to myself, "Well, at least I saw him for a bit today. :)" when he suddenly came back in with his bag and sat down.


Turned out, we were kind of working together. :D


We got properly introduced to each other and even if he did forget my name halfway through, at least he asked what my name was again.


And when I dropped my pen to the ground, I think I bumped into a wall but I really don't remember doing so but then he pointed it out. He said something again after that but then the next candidate came in.


He hardly asked any questions to the candidates and I was a little surprised what with him having a vast experience in all kinds of public speaking competitions.


At least he isn't as fair as he looks like. XD


And I really like his voice. It's so clear and filled with a certain aura that makes you want to stop whatever it is you're doing and pay attention to him.


And even when he messed up a bit, he still managed to cover-up his mistakes and I was really impressed.


On a side note, I'm glad I didn't run for SC cause their expectations were so high and I had this feeling that I wouldn't even look impressive. :|


I hope I'll get to work with him even more. :D


God has really been kind to me and so I shall study after this as a sign of gratitude.


I also hope that I'll get to say "Hi!" normally to all my seniors and that we could all be really friends with each other.


I mean, even with Law, cause you know, it'll be hard trying to get him to like me in that way so it'd be good even if we can become friends that can actually talk with each other normally. And then become really good friends. :)


Up till this day, I haven't had any really close relationships with friends who are older than me.


Maybe, hopefully, he'll become one. :)

Holding my breath

I started my job as an Election Board trainee today!!! :D


I also kind of expected to not see Law today at all cause you know... And I'm also trying to get a certain theory into my head.


Like, even if I always notice him, that doesn't mean he always notices me no matter how many times we happen to be in the same place.
This means that the chances of me even being friends with him isn't a huge probability.
But that doesn't mean it's a small probability either since I've joined EB. :)


And so I saw him in four places today.


Early in the morning: Student Lounge
1st Break: Canteen
2nd Break: Assembly Hall
During the SC Interviews: In the top levels of the building


I really didn't expect him to stay-back for today since he didn't last Friday so all the same it made me slightly happy. :)


He saw me running up and down and I did my best to not stare at him.


I wonder if he knows I even stare at him?


Must not be a stalker!!!!! =-=;


But when you're interested in someone, isn't it normal to like to stare at them to a certain extent???


At least I control myself from always looking at him. Well, at least I try to.


I don't just go, "Oh look, it's Law. Let's just stare at him and not do anything else."


Anyway, there was this one part while I was on duty when he came down to my level and he went to check on the SC President and Secretary candidates so he had to pass me.


I looked down so that I wouldn't look at him and I hope no one noticed that I was slightly very distracted.


The sad part was, when I looked up, I realised he was around my height. Roughly.


But maybe it's just because he slouches??? TT^TT


Sometimes it's a curse for being taller than the average Malaysian female.
Cause the average Malaysian male ain't that tall either. XD


What I write in here doesn't matter right????
Cause the probability of him ever finding this is near to 0.01.


And Law, if you do read this, I hope that you won't feel offended.
Please be happy knowing that you had at least one secret admirer. :)


I'll do my best to not stare at him tomorrow. But I can't promise that I won't. :)


This infatuation is slowly starting to fade. That's good news.


However, I know I'll miss this bubbly feeling cause seeing him really makes my day. :)

I AM IN!!!!!! XD

I AM IN THE ELECTION BOARD!!!!! XD


I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!


BUT I GOT AN SMS SAYING THAT I'M IN! Although that was 5 hours ago....


I don't know if I should have been that ecstatic but I am!


This means I get a chance to be closer to Law! :D <3


I will do my best!!!


Before this, I was so scared that they'd never pick me because of the whole Student Council thing but they did pick me!!!! :D


Okay, must sleep early. :)


Good night!!!

If we get to see tomorrow

I feel slightly sad that I can't go to school tomorrow cause then I wont get to see him and make my day. :)


During the audition today, due to my resume, my seniors kept on asking me to join the Student Council.


I kept giving excuses, some of course were real but others were based on Law.


I can't believe I actually let people down cause I wanted to be closer to Law.


I'm really sorry, but I'd like to be happy too.


I wasn't in the same room as Law and at first I was slightly upset but then once I thought about it, I guess it's not too bad cause then I wouldn't be able to face him the next time I see him if I did see him.


I really really really hope they'll pick me to be part of their team.


And I'm not praising myself or anything, but compared to other interviewees, I was less noisy and controllable. Do they really want people who can't even control themselves run the Election Board?


I hope hope hope I'll get chosen.


Because then, I wouldn't have much opportunities left to get to know him.


That was what I was thinking throughout the time they kept asking me why I wanted to join their board so badly.


I couldn't have just said "Oh, it's cause there's a guy there that I'm interested in so I want to get in so I can get to know him better." Although those words were on the tip of my tongue.


I haven't told anyone yet that I like Law.


I guess I'm afraid of being judged.


Usually I tell my sisters everything but I feel like I need to hold back a bit until the time when I actually get to know him.


I only saw him once today during the first break because I had to go to the First Aid Team meeting so I was slightly disappointed.


But on a positive note, I didn't stare at him today. :)


I Google-d him just now for the heck of it and I hardly came up with anything. Just a couple of pictures.


Okay, I've got to go bath and sleep early. :)


Must study hard and revise two weeks worth of notes and lectures tomorrow!!!! :D 6 HOURS! MUST!