2015 maybe with a chance of romance

Highly unlikely though hahahaha.

Hello hello, I haven't been on here in a long time which tells you what? I don't really have much of an interest in anyone right now.

Well, the only guy that I kind of have an interest in now is Itou Kashitarou-san who is an utaite and music producer.

Honestly, it was his voice that first got to me.

Before I knew what utaites were, I naturally assumed that one song was only sung by one artist.

At that time, I was introduced to Amatsuki through Setsuna Plus and I really liked that song compared to the other ones that were introduced to me so after I finished chatting with the friend, I went to YouTube to find the song again and somehow, the version that I found was different than the one that I first heard.

When I heard his voice, I was immediately captivated by his voice and I kept listening to him under the impression that his name was Amatsuki but when I tried to look for other songs and even Setsuna Plus using Amatsuki-san's name, I didn't hear the voice I was looking for.

It wasn't till 3 months later when I finally found out the mysterious person behind the voice and I got more interested in knowing him.
And it didn't help that I found really cute photos and videos of him like the stalker I am OTL

Anyway, the thing that I wanted to talk about was about how I finally managed to go to one of his namahousous (live) even if it was just for 20 minutes or so.

At first I was doing other works in Photoshop so I didn't really pay attention to the video and I was only hearing him speak when he said that someone asked him to sing Christmas songs so I just waited to hear the normal Christmas carols but I didn't hear anything. So I went back to my work.

And then he started singing "Jesus!" and I was like "Woah, did he just sing 'Jesus'???" and I switched back to the tab and then he stopped singing but then he went on again and then this time, clearly, I heard him say/sing 'Jesus' again. Multiple times.

So it prompted me to search for him, whether he had a religion or not.

And then I saw a tumblr post that got removed that said that he was a non-practising Christian which seriously seriously surprised me since most Japanese people aren't Christian.

Then I found a post that he wrote in June last year which someone translated and he actually quoted a verse from the Bible.
Which he referred to as the Holy Bible as well.

But the thought that he actually quoted it, it means he either knows the Bible very well or he owns a Bible or he even had the knowledge that such a verse existed so that he could Google it or something but in any case.... HE KNOWS IT.
Just tell me, how many non-Christians actually know Biblical verses?????

And I know, why should that even make me excited??

Partly because I feel like I have a chance since I'm also a Christian.

But also... It kind of strengthens my belief that we have minds that are alike and someone has told me that I was like Itou-san so that really made me feel very happy.

I really wish I could get to know him more.

The part about him having a bit of Christianity in him kind of explains a lot of other things: the reason why he doesn't drink, gamble, or play around with women.

It makes me want to really know him and ah, I wish I was lucky enough to meet him....

That's all for now, I am feeling kind of inspired to work a bit now and I'm not too sure why though aha. These happy feelings make you do the best that you can in everything I guess?

I hope to meet Itou-san one day, and when that happens, I will hopefully be in a presentable form.

And now I shall do some reading and research aha.

When it fills you up

Sometimes I wonder why I even fell for him in the first place.

I seem to be drawn to him even more with every passing moment and this invisible pull is almost impossible to shake off.

Sometimes all I want to do is curl up in bed and just think of him.

Other times I just want to say his name repetitively and annoy the heck out of people just by talking about him. That's probably one of the reasons why June is so bored of me already.

I can't help but keep hoping that, one way or another, we'll get closer and form a special bond. That we'll become really close. That he will fall for me.

Why must it be him? Why why why why why did I fall for him?

Also I just compared his pictures with Jong Hyun and no, they don't look alike however, the aura that they both have is frighteningly similar.

Sometimes I can't believe that I can actually like him so much that I can just think about him all the time.

Previously when I daydreamed about guys, I'd really make all these idiotic love fantasies that are way too good to be true (but which I found highly enjoyable and entertaining) and now I don't even dare to try make one up about Prince. I guess I'm too scared to dream big cause it might not happen and I could mix things up with reality and become delusional.

I seriously can't wait to go back to attending the classes because I want to see him and I want to talk with him.

I really hope with all my heart and might that we will somehow get closer during the trip.

I hope that he feels the same but then again that's a pretty big wish that I have.

I wonder if I have ever crossed his mind. Even if it was for a fleeting second. Even if it only is because I'm a classmate.

On another note, maybe the reason why I get more dreams of him then I used to have of Law is because I actually meet him in person more than Law.

Okay, I will sleep now.

A small void

I keep saying to myself, "If it took me 4 months to talk with him, surely you can be patient enough to wait till the next time you guys talk? I mean, it'll surely come within a shorter time than last time."

That is most certainly true, however, I can't help it but I'm becoming such a greedy person.

I want to talk with him on Facebook so I purposely log on several times a day and leave the tab open but thank goodness these days I don't do it that much anymore. Sometimes when I see him online I go off instead because... Well... In a way, I don't want to raise my hopes up.

I need to keep my mind open. He isn't the only guy that exists in this world that could be "my type".

But I can't help wishing that he would be interested in me.

Maybe he was but I turned him off. I don't know. I'll just have to wait out and see.

Hopefully I won't be thinking so foolishly anymore. Hopefully.

Blooming Sakura

I just finished reading Usami Maki's Haruyuki Bus and I love it. It touched me a lot.

Aside from that, it got me to thinking and wondering when will I ever experience something as beautiful as the manga expresses.

Is it wrong to like someone and wish to expect something in return?

Ever since I stopped liking Law, I've been too afraid to pursue anyone as seriously as I pursued him. I constantly rain down dark thoughts on myself when it comes to Prince and I am so scared of falling for him for real, just like the Law case.

Sometimes I wish I went to a Japanese school cause it seems like it's so easy to fall in love there and to hook up and get a boyfriend.

I wish I wasn't the only one with this interest and that the person that I'm interested in is also interested in me.

Mangas make you believe in such a soft-cushioned reality.

I start to imagine things, like if I do this and that something good will happen to me. Just like in mangas.

I can only wish they were real.

6 days

I will see him in 6 days.


I feel so nervous and scared because I know that after this Sunday, I will probably never see him again.


And I don't know why but I just feel so extremely sad when I realise that.


Thankfully, God has blessed me with a somewhat fast recovery and my scars are fading at a surprising rate to the point where you can definitely see a visible change daily.




My sisters, Skye and Rainie have just returned last Thursday and we've been talking a lot especially regarding how I'll look like for prom.


They were shocked when they saw me at first but now they're all being nice to me and they said that they will get me to look pretty on that day.


I was scared to meet them initially cause I was afraid of them judging me but they're are extremely nice to me.




One of these days, I want to read back all my posts about him, before this coming Saturday if possible.


I still think about him on a regular basis.


Honestly, I think my friends are kind of fed up with me because I still like him but I really can't help it.


I would talk about him all the time but that's kind of not good so I don't but somehow, I'll end up talking about something related to him at least once a day.


I've gotten closer to Ariel since we're in the same class so we talk about all sorts of stuff including stuff related to Law.


I keep telling her that I like him so I think that she's kind of fed up listening to me cause she said "Why don't you just text him and get this over with?"


I know right? Why don't I just pull the trigger again?


Cause I took a risk last time and I ended up a mess and I don't want to do anything stupid anymore.


I just wish that I'll get the chance to talk with him during any one of the events this coming weekend.


I really do.


Going to sleep now...


Why do I like you?


If only I could get a sign that says that it's okay for me to like you and that we can be friends.

A jump, a pulse

Yesterday I thought that I wouldn't feel so strongly for him as I did the past few months since I didn't see him for almost two weeks.


Today, as June and I were on our way down to go for the morning prayer meeting, I glanced down subconsciously and I saw him.


My heart literally jumped.


I only saw his back but I just knew instantly that it was him.


By the time June and I went around another bend in the stairs, he was gone already.


When I asked June if she noticed him later on during the second break but then she said she didn't.




I feel quite good that I got to see him and that he didn't get to see me in my current state.


I think that I'm sick but I'm not too sure.


It could be either that or maybe some of the emotion from Murakami Haruki's Hard Boiled Wonderland and the End of the World has rubbed off on me cause I felt a bit queer reading it so I stopped reading it for a bit. I'll be continuing later just before I sleep cause I'm about to finish the book cause it's a really good book.




I wonder if he's wondering why I didn't text him cause I usually text him good luck and ask how his exam was.


Thinking back now I feel quite amazed that I actually had the guts to text him.


I think part of my bravery came from my imagination, as in, my imagination created that bravery that I had possessed.


Like I imagined him up.


But he's real and he has flaws as well that I think I tried to blind myself from seeing but all the same, no one's perfect.




I wish we had more chances to be able to work with each other throughout those first two months.


I wish I was in his group during leadership camp.


I wish I had talked to him and worked together with him to set up the voting booths.


I wish I had said "Hi" to him after the first day we worked with each other and got to know each other.




I feel so rotten inside and I think that it shows terribly on the outside.


I'm more quiet at school and I'm less jovial.


Maybe it's cause I know, deep down inside, that he rejected me even though I never did confess to him properly.


I'm tired of hoping but being a Capricorn, I'm just determined to not give up.


I have no idea why I'm so persistent in hurting myself even further, making my confidence sink even lower than rock bottom.




Maybe, just maybe, I'll feel better after I confess to him so that he can straight out reject me and that'll stop my mind from being so jumbled up.




One of the good things that I got from listening to his favourite band is that one of the songs keeps me strong in opening my heart to love.


"Every long lost dream, led me to where you are, others who broke my heart, they were like Northern stars, pointed me on my way, into your loving arms, this much I know is true, that God blessed the broken road, that led me straight to you." - Bless the Broken Road, Rascal Flatts


So I will continue to nurture this bit of love in my heart, as sappy as that sounds, and maybe, just maybe, like what June said, if he's meant for me, then he will come to me.


Therefore, I will not force fate to do things it's not supposed to do with it but I will wait patiently to see where this broken road will take me.

And I try to run away but I keep telling myself that he's the one for me

I have no idea what I'm doing.


Part of me is trying to let go of this feeling for him because I know that I have very small hope to even become his friend cause I already screwed up that part.


Another part is still hoping and that part annoys me because I know that I'm only going to hurt myself even more.




When I logged into Facebook just now, I didn't even want to look at his page so I went to other people's profile and then I saw his face in one of the photos.


Why did he have to have such a winning smile?


Why did he have to look so good and cute and perfect?


Why the hell do I still have these feelings for him?




In a sense, I feel happy cause I thought that I wouldn't be able to see him for a whole month but it turns out that I'll get to see him in two weeks or so cause he'll be coming back to school to sit for his examination.


I know that he isn't studying seriously for his test right now and I wish I could do something to motivate him to try to achieve good grades.




I know this is hard to believe cause I myself find it impossible to believe it but I think about him all the time.


All the time.


And I'm not even going out with him.


I try so hard to think about other things like my friends and studies and all but I just can't.


One second, I think about something else and then before I know it, whatever it was that I was thinking about causes me think about him.




I feel so unworthy to like a guy like him.


I mean, he isn't perfect or anything but I just wish I had the qualities to be a better person for him, maybe even the qualities a girl should have that he likes.


I wish I knew what type of girl he likes. If he was a celebrity, I would have known.


But then again, if he was a celebrity, I wouldn't have even met him so I thank my lucky stars for that.




I just wish that he'd find me interesting and that he'd like me.




I know that he isn't the only guy out there but he is a guy that I know I can relate to, someone who possibly has the same brainwave as me.




I can't believe that I still like you.


You could be playing with my feelings for all I know but I still like you and yes, I am a fool for being like this.


You're too nice.


I wish you weren't.


I'd be easier to grow to dislike you and forget you.




I wish I had done things differently.


Maybe then right now would have been different.


But then again, everything happens for a reason according to God's will so I will put my life into his hands and let him decide which path I should take even if I do hope for a different outcome because God's plan for me is definitely the best one for me.


I just have to be patient for now.

First Step

Last night, I had my third dream about Law.


I don't remember the exact details but I do remember that he came to see my family and then after that we got together even though initially there was this weird atmosphere between the both of us.


Is this a sign of how it's going to be like in real life?


Cause, it is kind of like that right now.


During the first break I had to eat something heavy since I had a meeting later on during the second break. The meeting was regarding the two graduations that were going to be held this year and I'm now the Vice Secretary of the Graduation Ceremony Committee. :)


So, when I wanted to find seats for June and I, I saw that he was sitting down with his friends and I knew it was him even though I only saw his back so I decided to pick a table that was a bit more further away from him even though the table right next to theirs was empty and nearer to me.


And so, June and I sat roughly a table away from him.


Then, after a minute or so, I noticed that he got up from his table and went to the table that I had wanted to sit down at.


So he was quite near us.


I wonder why he decided to change his table.


I also caught one of his friends glancing at me but that was only for a split second.


During the fire drill, I totally zoned out and I got really sleepy so by the time we all trudged down, I was all for a table and a chair so that I could sleep.


After I watched a few demonstrations, I decided to just sleep.


And I wasn't asleep for long cause one of my friends woke me up and then she and June went on about how I should stand near Law and initiate a conversation with him and then I just decided to run away to the meeting room instead.


Later on, the sleep got to me so I conked out a few times during the Biology lecture.


After that though, I got super pumped cause it was spring cleaning time.


Before the Biology lecture actually started, I prayed to God to give me the chance to talk to Law.


Really.


I really did pray.


Very hard.


When I reached the Election Board room, I only saw one senior there and I was a bit crestfallen but then, I heard his voice and I saw him so I was like "YES!" in my head.


Then, I was a bit unsure of what to do so I just stepped inside and placed my bag and stuff on the chair.


And then, I talked to him.


I really did.


Even if it was just stuff regarding the spring cleaning, I still got to talk to him.

Me: So, what should I do to begin?

Law: Actually, we don't even know where to begin. We're just cleaning up.

There was more stuff but I can't remember them now.

After that, I had to return things back to the storeroom so I lost some time with him.

I had to go back once though to ask the other senior something and when I opened the door, Law was right in front of me.

And I noticed that his eyebrows were slightly raised so my mind went like "Hmmmmm....." but it didn't stay that way for too long cause I had to make a couple of inquiries and even Law answered some of them. :)

By the time I finished that short errand, both of them were jabbering away so I didn't feel like I should interrupt them and another senior was also in the room.

Then, both of them suddenly started singing the Spongebob Squarepants theme song.

Then, the other senior, Ray, spoke to me.

Ray: Can you believe they actually sang this for one of the Leadership Camp?

Me: *extra big voice* Really?! You mean they actually had to dance to that?

Ray: Well, I don't know.

Law: *small voice* Well, I don't think you can actually dance to Spongebob....

That conversation was a bit awkward but then again, I was talking to Ray so why did Law suddenly join?

This reassures me that he doesn't really mind getting into a conversation with me. :)

He had to leave early though so I was a bit sad but overall, I feel so lucky that I got to talk to him. :)

It shows that he actually knows me. :)

I found out that he likes playing badminton.

Tomorrow, I'll be playing badminton for my sports house and I hope that I'll give a good impression even though he won't be there.

Love prediction for today! I got another prediction for today!

You've made a score today - this is a time to share and be positive with your partner.

I've got to go sleep soon to get some rest and energy. :)

I hope that this gut feeling that I have won't turn out to be the other way round.

And for once, I didn't waste my chance!!!! 


I got another prediction for today!


Your admirer is drawn to you by your adventurous spirit and openness, now you can expect bigger and better changes in your life soon. That's called the magical world of romance! Your admirer will surprise you more and more.


Please please please let it mean Law. :)

I don't understand myself sometimes

So first I'll just tell a bit about what happened to myself in general before I go on to talking about Law.


I was asked by one of my seniors if I was interested in becoming the Graduation Chairperson and I really didn't expect  that I'd get asked with that question.


My heart skipped a beat and I felt like I was lightheaded but I managed to calm down and asked if I could confirm with him tomorrow cause my parents aren't really that excited about me being very involved in extra-curricular activities.


But, I managed to convince them just now and now because of that, I feel like I need to study even harder for my parents so that I'll get good results for my A-Levels.


I will not disappoint them.


Okay, now about Law. :)


I didn't get to see him during the Fixed Campaign but during the Election Board meeting I saw him for a bit but of course I did my best to not stare at him.


When I got back to the lecture hall, for some unknown reason, my group mates were discussing about him and I wanted to join in but I just knew I'd end up embarrassing myself so I didn't.


I told one of my newly made friends that I liked Law and she said that she knew another person who admired him but according to her "My friend only thinks he's pretty and cute. XD"


=-=;


A lot of people say he's pretty but I don't think so.


He's hot.


Reminds me, I finally told Elva that I liked Law.


I got around to telling her cause she said she was interested in some people also. Law included.


But, she said that she only admired him and that it's obvious that what I'm feeling for Law is more deeper than her interest in him.


And then when she asked me why I liked him, I couldn't really point out any reason.


I mean, I know why I like him but I can't express them using words.


So I ended up saying "Because.... he's hot."


And then I screamed the place down cause I've never ever ever called any real guy that I liked "hot". X|


Okay, back to Law now.


I kind of expected that he wouldn't stayback today because he didn't yesterday but he did and I was quite happy that I'd get to work with him because tomorrow, I won't be able to work with him at all.


That part got me down a bit but then I just told myself to be patient.


Anyway, we started to carry tables to and fro different halls and there was one part where I was waiting for people to enter the hall before I could exit the hall whilst I carried two tables when Law suddenly said "Let the people carrying the tables pass through first."


At least he was kind enough to help me. :)


After that, I tried to keep my distance away from him so as to not distract myself too much but I noticed that while he was distributing stationary, he approached my station first before he gradually went away.


And then, when our leader asked some people to go to the other hall to help with the preparation, I went ahead and I didn't expect that he'd come as well.


He was with some friends and they were all joking with each other and laughing their heads off and I couldn't join them as much as I wanted to so I started to do my work.


I was alone at first but then one of the seniors came over to help me so I practiced talking to people older than me   and I'm happy  to say that our conversation went quite well although slightly awkward. At least both of us tried to keep the conversation alive. :)


When we were "finished", they began joking over the newspaper articles and there was one part when he came over to where I was and I think that he was "talking" to me (or rather, the other guys around us) and he said "A youth group? You mean like a church thing?" and then it got slightly silent and I was about to say something but then that moment passed.


There was one part when we were about to clean up and I was picking up newspapers that I think that he noticed me doing the tidying up.


He said something like "You okay? Do you need help-?" and he was about to come over and help me when one of my peers stepped in to help me. =-=;


SO CLOSE.


Another part was when I was beginning to wrap more tables and initially I was alone but then one of my seniors came over to help me and I noticed that Law also wanted to help but he hovered around awkwardly before going back to sit down.


WHY THE HELL DIDN'T I INVITE HIM???!!!!!!!


I regret that part A LOT.


After that, I just tried to act normally and talked with the other senior and I noticed that Law was always quite close by.


But there was one occasion when we almost bumped into each other and for some unknown reason, I felt a tense atmosphere between the both of us.


He used a different car today. I think it's his dad's one. All my seniors and him went to eat dinner together after that.  =-=;  So lucky!


Am I thinking too much?


Were all of those events just coincidences?


I really really really hope that I'll at least get to talk to him for a bit tomorrow cause tomorrow is kind of like my last chance to ever work with him in any way.


I MUST NOT HOLD BACK AND JUST GO FOR IT.


If not, who knows when my next chance will be?


I remember when Elva asked me how much I liked him (before she found out who Law was) I answered "I like him so much that if I don't see him at all for one day at school, I'll get really depressed."


As sappy as that sounds like, it's true.


Please please please let tomorrow be magical and miraculous for the both of us.

Just my luck

Last night I only got three hours of sleep.


I was expecting myself to really fall asleep in class a lot like yesterday but surprisingly, I only fell asleep a few times.


Hopefully, my lecturers won't think that I fall asleep in their class on purpose.


I'm going to study a lot because I really need to focus on my academic priorities.


Well... that's what my mom wants me to do but I feel like I don't need all the pressure that my mom keeps on putting on me.


Anyhow I'm going to talk about Law now. :)


I saw him a couple of times during break whereby for one of the breaks, I didn't expect to see him at all but I did.


I told another friend (*Jean) that I'm interested in Law and she kept on bugging me about it.


When it was time for our club meeting, I was actually a bit excited but when I got there, Law wasn't there so I thought that he wouldn't show up.


But he did in the end, although he was slightly late.


While we were nominating people, I got nominated as the secretary and another girl and I had to make a short speech in front of everyone.


I noticed that he grinned and clapped for me. :)


But later on for the other candidates, he didn't show the same reaction.


I think that I'm just  over-thinking this situation.


I must not let myself get carried away by anything.


After that, we talked for a bit cause he needed to give me a short briefing on what I was supposed to do but for the most part, I didn't feel anything much.


Wasn't expecting that though.


I asked Angel about the text I got last night and I asked who sent it and I noticed that Law looked slightly interested but only very slightly.


Later on in the evening, I also used up a lot of energy to text him one SMS.


Of course it was regarding the club and he gave me Angel's phone number as well because I think that he think that I want Angel's number.


Initially, I was slightly disappointed but then he sounded friendly enough in his text and he also mentioned that it was okay if I needed to meet up with him.


Of course, if it were matters regarding the club.


Anyway, I discovered that he didn't ask anyone else from the science class to give the announcement and now that I think about it, why didn't he ask either one of the club president candidate?


Maybe it's cause he knows me slightly better than the rest?


Not really. He knows Jean.


And he has everyone's number who is from our club.


So... why me?


I think that I got really lucky. :)


I will do my best tomorrow and hopefully, tomorrow will go well.


PS. I had to look at him while he was speaking (which is something I actually do my best to avoid) and he's really cute! Now that I've got a good look at him, he isn't as hot as I always thought (but still, he's really hot) and when he grins, only one side of his mouth goes up and it's so cute!!!


PSS. I know that I said I'd add him on Facebook once I talked to him for a bit but I'm not going to do that anytime soon. I'll wait for the perfect moment. :)

Always there

There's so many things I'd like to put down but I can't think of any way that I can arrange them very systematically so for now I'll just arrange them chronologically according to the time that I thought about it.




First, yesterday, I was bored (as usual) so I went through my Facebook newsfeed when I came upon a post by this page that I liked entitled "7 Ways to Know if You're in Love."


And just for the heck of it, I read it.


The first 6 reasons were pretty much expected.


I tried going through my newsfeed just now to find the post so that I could quote the first 6 reasons cause Facebook is lagging but I couldn't find it.


But I remember the last one very well.

1. While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time.

That sentence really caught me because it was true.


I was only thinking about Law the whole time.


Still, I know it's not love. 


Only a very strong infatuation. :)




Second, somehow I kept on expecting to meet him today when I went out with my sisters. Somehow.


But of course I didn't meet him. :(


Third, now I really like listening to love songs.


English love songs.


What is happening to me?


What happened to all my K-Pop and K-Rock love?


What the hell is wrong with me?


This is just bad. =-=;


When they were playing Extreme's take on More Than Words just now at Times, I somehow kept on expecting him to suddenly show up and then somehow I'd get to talk with him.


But of course he didn't show up.




Fourth, my mind keeps on dreaming about him.


And it has this annoying habit of trying to make up scenes which I highly doubt will happen between him and I even though it'd be nice if they all actually did happen.


Urgh. My mind's doing that right this moment.


And it'll probably continue to do that long after I post this up.


I feel like banging my head from the embarrassment.


But thankfully, I'll always get to catch myself from taking any of the dreams any further.




On another note, I stuffed myself silly at a buffet last night in celebration of two birthdays, mine and my elder twin sisters.


I was supposed to get to drink my first real alcoholic drink but I didn't.


I'm not upset though. I feel quite happy somehow cause I feel like I'm unique. XD


Lame. I know. But still, I don't know anyone my age and who is legal to drink it that hasn't taken a sip of alcohol.


I got to jog off the calories today in the morning so I must do my best to keep them down. I must not gain weight!




I keep on hoping that Law will show up at my friend's Chinese open house for Chinese New Year tomorrow.


But even then, I wouldn't know what to do.


I'd probably become all shy and all or something worse and then end up looking stupid in front of him.




And last night I asked my younger sister what she thought of him.

Her: I think he can actually look good. He looks like Jong Hyun...

Me: What? But Jong Hyun has big eyes and he has-

Her: No, I mean if he gets a hair make-over or something.

Me: But he doesn't have big-

Her: Make-over, make-over.

Actually, one of my elder sister said the same thing two nights ago.

Who is Jong Hyun?

Unless you don't know who he is, here is a picture of him.

Introducing (again) Lee Jong Hyun of CNBLUE (not Kim Jong Hyun from SHINee)!

Just now, and the day before, I was actually doubting that both of them looked alike (especially since Jong Hyun is 182 cm while Law is probably 165 cm) but now I do see a slight resemblance between the both of them. Especially their hairstyles.

Weirdly, the first thing that I notice when I look at a guy is their hair (sadly, not their eyes) cause I can somehow tell their personality from their hairstyle.

After all, it was they themselves who asked the hairdresser to cut it in that way.

And Law is a good boy. :)

At least, he himself admitted so. XD 

Actually, I don't think that they resemble each other after all.

It's just that they both give off kind of the same aura; slightly cold and unapproachable but there's some kind of nice vibe coming from them. :)

Okay, I've got to stop ranting about him cause I was supposed to do some stretching 30 minutes ago but I'm still trying to find the post about the ways to know if I'm in love.

Still going to try.


EDIT


I found the post!!!! Finally!!!! XD


♥ 7 signs your falling in love♥

7. You'll read their texts over and over again

6. You'll walk really really slow while you r with them
5. They become all you think about

4. You'll get high just by their smell

3. You'll realize that you're always smiling, when you think about them

2. You'll do anything for them

1. While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time.


EDIT AGAIN


The grammar of the post really sucks but I'm just going to keep it the way it was. XD