Pause and analyse carefully

Okay, before I go on, I must just rant about Hunger Games.


Don't waste your money on watching the movie.


The book is a million times better.


I was so disappointed in how the movie turned out and I can't believe that it actually got good reviews because the way it turned out was so different from the book it's as though the director never read the book thoroughly to get the real message.


For starters, Haymitch was so not Haymitch.


He was a completely different person.


And then there was the weird guy in the beard who was never in the book in the first place.


And then President Snow kept on making appearances that were not even necessary when in the book he only started to really come into the picture towards the end of the book.


There are so many other things I'd like to point out but I'll just set those aside and keep them to myself but the way the movie was made was so superficial like the director focused solely on the "good side and evil side" and not on the sufferings of the people in the district, Katniss's opinions and so forth.


Okay, I'm feeling slightly better now.


Time to talk about Law. :)


Today I saw Law early in the morning cause I stayed downstairs in the cafeteria as I was waiting for Helen to photocopy my Physics practical exercise but I didn't dare to look at him properly.


I was really excited to have my first break because I wanted to let my friends sample two cakes that I made in preparation for the Election Board party this Saturday but then I found out that I had to attend a meeting because I'm part of the crew for the blood donation drive tomorrow so I got a bit sad.


Nevertheless, I rushed through the meeting cause the briefing was basically being read off the paper that was being handed around.


When I went to the cafeteria I saw Law but I couldn't find anyone else and I was about to give up and just go back upstairs cause Helen was holding my cakes when Elva showed up so I had a friend. Then, Helen showed up and gave me the containers of cake and June also showed up.


Helen had to go back to her group of guy friends that she was hanging out with so only Elva, June and I sat at the left side of the canteen which was quite far away from Law's table and in a way, I was quite happy with that cause I felt that I would just blush if we were sitting near him.


Then, as three of us were talking, I noticed that Law was walking towards us but then he turned around and walked back. Then, he turned around again and walked towards us but he made a turn to his right behind Elva to throw rubbish into the rubbish bin before he made his way back to his friends.


Then, when the bell rang, he and his friends got up and if I'm not mistaken or imagining it, the whole gang passed by us with Law and another guy walking in front of me behind Elva and another gang going around the table to my right.


"Why would this be of any significance?" you may ask.


For one, there was another rubbish bin that was nearer to Law so why did he have to walk all the way to where we were sitting?


Also, there are more than one way to pass by us so why did they kind of crowd around us?


Then June told me that while they were all passing by, Law looked at me for awhile before he went.


Also, during the second break (which I could not enjoy due to another meeting), June had to sit alone and she was sitting near Law's table and she saw him look towards her table.


June thinks that he might have been checking to see if I was coming or not and she wished that I could've come.


I wanted to so badly but I was being held back. =-=;


Earlier on, I passed by him on the stairs and it felt a bit weird and one of my friends,Queenie, suggested that I should've asked him to come and watch Hunger Games since I had an extra ticket but I said no cause I don't have the guts to do that.


Anyway, I have to sleep soon cause I want to donate blood tomorrow.


I hope that I won't faint or anything.

Half full or half empty?

I sincerely believe that our house had the best cheer routine despite the fact that we had 10 marks deducted from our score just because some of our stunts were "too tall".


We had the zeal and we truly showed it.


But despite that fact, I feel really sad that Law didn't come to the event.


I kind of expected that cause he isn't the sporty type and he hasn't been online lately so I'm guessing that he's studying super hard for the upcoming test and because of that, I'm going to study super hard tomorrow as well.


And now that I have some time before I go off to sleep (to repair my eye bags) I'll just finish up this survey that I got tagged in.

7 Facts About Myself

1] I want to be a mangaka when I grow up but my parents want me to be a doctor. 

It's not like I don't mind being a doctor cause then I'd get to help loads of people but I feel like I could be more passionate when it comes to something art related than science related.

2] I'm quiet when I first meet a person but that doesn't mean that I won't try to initiate a conversation with the person that I'm with.

It's just that I don't know what topic to broach especially if I'm with someone I like.

Unless of course I'm friends with that person, even if it's Law.

I wouldn't hold back from being who I am.

3] If people are blocking me from getting out from a place surrounded by tables (like in class), I'll either climb over the table or crawl underneath it with no shame.

4] I'm not a girly girl nor am I a tomboy.

This makes it hard for me to talk to people and even more, find people I can actually have a normal conversation with any quality.

Come to think of it, I can't remember the last time I've ever had a really good conversation with anyone regarding other stuff than Law.

I'd like to have a really awesome conversation with someone. 

A conversation that makes me feel excited and happy and passionate and hopefully vice versa for the other person.

5] I laugh out loud when I watch horror movies.

Because almost all of them makes no sense.

I only get scared of the concept of the movie cause later on I'll be fixing the scenes in my head and get more imaginative of the outcomes before I compare them with my life.

Then I'll get freaked out.

6] I never know what to answer when people ask what my position is among my siblings age-wise.

Since my elder sisters are twins, I don't know if I should say that I'm the second eldest or the third eldest.

7] When I like someone, I can somehow manage to link everything I see and think about to him.

I'll also try to get opportunities to talk with him.

Most of the time (well, this is only my second time liking someone I actually know), I'll try to get closer to him by being near him as much as I can without being too obvious.

And now I shall go and enjoy sleep.

Or maybe I'll play the guitar for a bit before heading off to sleep.

I must prepare for the busy week ahead. I'll hardly have any time online.


PS. I just went to check on my usual "love prediction" and here it is:


Expect to plunge yourself into some new physical and emotional experiences with someone adventurous.

I wish that meant Law.