Tuesday, January 31, 2012

At least :)

Today before class started, I went for the morning prayer our Christian Fellowship holds every morning before class begins and for once I felt my heart thumping like I had just experienced something really important.


It was just a very unusual feeling.


When I got back to class, I felt quite good when my one of my friends asked me whether or not I was going to the First Aid Team meeting and then she said that it was during the second break.


My heart really sank.


Cause during the first break, I had to attend a short Election Board meeting and I just knew I wouldn't get to see Law at all today cause he won't be at any of those meetings.


I was feeling okay after I consoled myself when halfway through the second period I realised that my pendrive was missing so I couldn't copy the pure maths notes so I was really panicking because I have very very very bad memory.


After scanning my brain several times, I guessed that I left it at the stationary shop near the cafeteria so the minute the bell rang for the first break, I ran down as fast as I could to the stationary shop.


But before that, I checked in with the Election Board meeting but they didn't start yet so I went to the stationary shop and amen to that cause I found it!


The woman behind the counter was really nice to me and I'm so freaking thankful she remembered me. :)


Anyway, after that, I wanted to find my friends who were in the Election Board as well so I stopped in front of a table and tried to scan the crowd when I realised that Law was looking straight at me.


Looking? Staring? I don't know.


But then as soon as I noticed him looking, I looked elsewhere cause if not I would have turned that situation even more awkward so I hurried away.


I think he was staring at me cause I was so freaking all over the place. =-=;


Why must I embarrass myself in front of him (and other people)???? TT^TT


I only caught a small glimpse of him during the second break but I didn't dare to look at him any longer.


And then after school, as I was waiting for my car, I noticed that the Election Board room had its lights still on so I guessed the Student Council members had stayed behind to discuss stuff cause I saw one of the councilors emerging from the room.


But after awhile, I looked back at the door and I was thinking "I wonder if Law came to that meeting?" cause he hardly goes to any when all of a sudden he opened the door and I think he saw me staring but I did my best to look nonchalant and went on with my math homework.


I didn't want to look up after that but the next time I did, he was gone.


I wonder if he's going to the leadership camp this weekend? :)


It looks like it somehow.


In conclusion, at least I know he knows me or more likely, he acknowledges my presence.


Was his stare just a coincidence?


For me, all of those memories seem more like a dream but I'm writing them down because it wasn't a dream.


Got to go sleep soon! :)


Oh, I forgot to mention that June told me that when Law was sitting with the girl alone yesterday, they didn't even talk.


They just sat there and ate and Law only got noisy after his other friends came.


There was also this talk about scholarships a few weeks ago for students pursuing mechanical engineering and he attended even though he didn't want to go into mechanical engineering.


He asked a question that was out of topic to the speaker and when the speaker embarrassed him somewhat, he didn't even bat an eyelid.


I bet I'd have died if I was in his position.


That's one really amazing thing about him, he has a lot of confidence and he knows how to speak.


Even June said so.


I wonder why he doesn't pursue something that he's good at? He seems like he enjoys it.


Okay, must go to bed now.

1 comment:

  1. Ooh! I know the feeling of when you find your crush looking at you! = 3=

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