I was asked by one of my seniors if I was interested in becoming the Graduation Chairperson and I really didn't expect that I'd get asked with that question.
My heart skipped a beat and I felt like I was lightheaded but I managed to calm down and asked if I could confirm with him tomorrow cause my parents aren't really that excited about me being very involved in extra-curricular activities.
But, I managed to convince them just now and now because of that, I feel like I need to study even harder for my parents so that I'll get good results for my A-Levels.
I will not disappoint them.
Okay, now about Law. :)
I didn't get to see him during the Fixed Campaign but during the Election Board meeting I saw him for a bit but of course I did my best to not stare at him.
When I got back to the lecture hall, for some unknown reason, my group mates were discussing about him and I wanted to join in but I just knew I'd end up embarrassing myself so I didn't.
I told one of my newly made friends that I liked Law and she said that she knew another person who admired him but according to her "My friend only thinks he's pretty and cute. XD"
=-=;
A lot of people say he's pretty but I don't think so.
Reminds me, I finally told Elva that I liked Law.
I got around to telling her cause she said she was interested in some people also. Law included.
But, she said that she only admired him and that it's obvious that what I'm feeling for Law is more deeper than her interest in him.
And then when she asked me why I liked him, I couldn't really point out any reason.
I mean, I know why I like him but I can't express them using words.
So I ended up saying "Because.... he's hot."
And then I screamed the place down cause I've never ever ever called any real guy that I liked "hot". X|
Okay, back to Law now.
I kind of expected that he wouldn't stayback today because he didn't yesterday but he did and I was quite happy that I'd get to work with him because tomorrow, I won't be able to work with him at all.
That part got me down a bit but then I just told myself to be patient.
Anyway, we started to carry tables to and fro different halls and there was one part where I was waiting for people to enter the hall before I could exit the hall whilst I carried two tables when Law suddenly said "Let the people carrying the tables pass through first."
At least he was kind enough to help me. :)
After that, I tried to keep my distance away from him so as to not distract myself too much but I noticed that while he was distributing stationary, he approached my station first before he gradually went away.
And then, when our leader asked some people to go to the other hall to help with the preparation, I went ahead and I didn't expect that he'd come as well.
He was with some friends and they were all joking with each other and laughing their heads off and I couldn't join them as much as I wanted to so I started to do my work.
I was alone at first but then one of the seniors came over to help me so I practiced talking to people older than me and I'm happy to say that our conversation went quite well although slightly awkward. At least both of us tried to keep the conversation alive. :)
When we were "finished", they began joking over the newspaper articles and there was one part when he came over to where I was and I think that he was "talking" to me (or rather, the other guys around us) and he said "A youth group? You mean like a church thing?" and then it got slightly silent and I was about to say something but then that moment passed.
There was one part when we were about to clean up and I was picking up newspapers that I think that he noticed me doing the tidying up.
He said something like "You okay? Do you need help-?" and he was about to come over and help me when one of my peers stepped in to help me. =-=;
SO CLOSE.
Another part was when I was beginning to wrap more tables and initially I was alone but then one of my seniors came over to help me and I noticed that Law also wanted to help but he hovered around awkwardly before going back to sit down.
WHY THE HELL DIDN'T I INVITE HIM???!!!!!!!
I regret that part A LOT.
After that, I just tried to act normally and talked with the other senior and I noticed that Law was always quite close by.
But there was one occasion when we almost bumped into each other and for some unknown reason, I felt a tense atmosphere between the both of us.
He used a different car today. I think it's his dad's one. All my seniors and him went to eat dinner together after that. =-=; So lucky!
Am I thinking too much?
Were all of those events just coincidences?
I really really really hope that I'll at least get to talk to him for a bit tomorrow cause tomorrow is kind of like my last chance to ever work with him in any way.
I MUST NOT HOLD BACK AND JUST GO FOR IT.
If not, who knows when my next chance will be?
I remember when Elva asked me how much I liked him (before she found out who Law was) I answered "I like him so much that if I don't see him at all for one day at school, I'll get really depressed."
As sappy as that sounds like, it's true.
Please please please let tomorrow be magical and miraculous for the both of us.
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